deal it,.!!!!

grenade-bruno mars
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

friends in need friends indeed ( hello friends,.i'm looking for u,..) part 1

can't get enough from this awful thought,...
ngrasa minder coz akhir2 ini banyak gagal
nilai g maximal
g ketrima di tes tim kegawat daruratan ( which is i admire for 1 year ago )
bored guy that get along with me,.( well so so,.tp g pgn crita 'bout guy aahh,..)
well yg pgn aq critain adalah tntng 'PERTEMANAN' di kampus,.

i began my hillarious university life since 1,5 years ago,. a newbie..
everything seems easier to me than i thought,. 
perhaps it was 'just my luck' bcause i became 'suddenly' popular girl,.
almoust all the boys around knows about me
want to know me, try to talk with me & send me annoyed text message to attracked my attention,.


i din't try to be famoust dear,..
i didn't dressed up, didn't doing anything to gain popularity,.
didn't act & talk too much to attracked people,.noooo,..i'm not requested become like this,.


it's all because there was a guy ( a big mouth guy ) who adore me a lot,.
he told to the whole amphy ( this is our class named,.) that i'm special, beautiful, famoust girl,.bla bla bla
but he's too girlly for me ( i'm serious,.),.g JANTAN sama skali,..
malah gw ngrasa lbh laki dari dia,.hohoho
that why pas dia nembak,...well,ofcourse NO..!!!!
i said NO,.


disinilah awal dari my pathetic life berawal,...


it's all about bad gossip,.another it guy 1 who trying to be my boyfriend, another it guy 2 yg sblmnya jadi temen baik,.akhirny jd enemy,.and finally
ORGANISASI,..
DAMN,.it's screw my life over & over,..


well i'll tell u later guys,..


but i wanna sleep first,..


bonne nuit,...


zzzzzzzzzzz,...

Villager start to make her own blog ( clinging,...^.^ )

Dearly my beautiful blog,.
hii,.actually it is too late for me ( ehm,.it's 2011 and i'm 19 years old ladies & gentlemen..) to start write my own blog,..
soooo much fun to start it!
it's like i want to write everyday,.what i thought,.what i feel about sumthing,.sumone,..^.^

bingung jg,.apa ya yg mau aq bagi?perhaps it's gonna be my 'trashbean',.
smua yg aku pikirin pgn aq bagi disini,.
since i was medical college girl,.
i want to share a litlle case, litlle experience and litlle that's what i call intrigue & 'cat fight' in here,..damn it's so much about hedonism and sellfish people in here,..
hahahha
uuppss,,!!!!

that's ok,.since i'm not publish my university & all the name,..

like in my tille blog,..
hemmm,...life seems bizzare to me,.but i have to survive !!!
( remains me of destiny's child song,.haha )